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If I did or not, Who cares?

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Yes I did! What you said! All I can say is that I feel good, peaceful. I can only say well, that I do not blame myself, why be ashamed of what I’ve done or said? Can not say that I did with rage or did knowingly, that I was upset. You know what! No it can be said. Because everything I say to say , to save time, that I spent writing this. No good to me. Will continue to think the same or worse than before.

My soul is my proof, my reality, my way of being, like, someone will say that my feelings change like the weather.

You know my dear Watson! Wrong idea that change with the weather!. If, as the sun in my morning and the moon in my night, is my reality, life tells who I am and who I will be later. Who am I, I can not change it. Just get used to it, like you.

But what I can not change, is the way in which to walk, life plan for me and I follow, injustice haunts me as bacteria in the wind. “We rubs and penetrates without realizing”

Actually, I do not think so. “I am nothing and from dust I was born” I do not believe in my destiny! I was marked as mark the flock of a peasant miserable, to know that have owners. I have done nothing and I have to pay.

Why not pay those who see the poor pass and not extend the hand and on the other hand, leave them hungry, like a rag. I can not believe in nothing more than me. It sounds selfish, but it is not. The Lord, in his mantle surrounds me every day and not let me down, not even in my darkness leaves me alone, always there, puts his hand on my shoulder, and said with his voice very subtle;

“Daughter, do not fear, I will take care of you and your sorrows away from you, all unnecessary evil that will not let you live” Wise words of my favorite philosopher.

If not me, who will I be? Someone explain to me, because I do not understand. The circumstances are worse than open reality, a life marked by suffering, if not today, then tomorrow, but always follows you like a curse. To then offer their best smile out of “nothing happened here” pretending to look at the unwanted, so thou reality or your truth, no different than mine. Everyone has a book, where we have our lives written and sealed until the time comes to settle scores, with that unique being who knows everything. My fate is like animal suffering from without ceasing for save itself from a cruel fate, raw and unbridled in this woman named, Glissette screaming for “help” as an absolute fact, most absurd, a joke, she does not want to be laughed of how life, laughs, weeps while she bereaved, for a destination full of suffering, full of loneliness and misery of a love that was and was not for me, since the day of my birth. Cursed birth, you marked me!

I do not care if you believe or not, this is a relief to my heart, my air touches my face every day and know that is God himself who does it, makes a dent all pain and erase all bad memories I had.
I’m alone I told God in my prayers, he very sublime replied, “the loneliness where you live, it is because you wanted to, many times I gave you the answer, your eyes were blind”
Certainly was! My eyes were blind, I locked myself in my inner self and I clung to my loneliness that I could not see beyond my eyes.
I’m like the heart of the ocean, a being who only can give. I know that asking a puff of tenderness, a soul that calls the joy in the days of sadness and warms me when I have cold.

I do not ask much, just what a being should have, and why I can not have? If I deserve a bit of heaven to shout from the rooftops: “I am a unique person, a body of pure soul that has given everything, asking nothing in return, and has been found with your own being.”
“No matter the miles you run, if you’re not, the loneliness will bear”

Lack of respect for the human being of those who appear to be!

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That’s enough! to be good and comprehensive and to do silent about what one feels. The actors are still players every passing day, and they forget that they are human. Can one actor let,  the actor on the set, and be more  human when is not acting?. Did they forget that thanks to the fans is that they are what they are today?.

As Fans we are still supporting them; no matter how they treat us. Then we spit out loud their arrogant way to look people or the way he or her speaks to us. How can we understand people?
Is that most of the actors have the ” super ego” very up , in their head.

The fame has two differences;

  1. You are up in your career.
  2. You are down in the forgetting.

But remember that ” What goes up comes down”  Not writing this to offend anyone but it’s true what I say. We must recognize that there are actors who are human off the set.

To mention several;

* JIM BEAVER, excellent, human being, excellent father, actor par excellence, very humble.

*Jensen Ackles,  humble; funny; very good friend. Always has a good smile for everyone no matter who is speaking with him.

*Jared Padalecki, Like his (brother and best friend JENSEN), are like two drops of water, comic, humble, is simply on and off the set a human being.

I don’t have to know them to know who they are; you only have to see and hear them.

If we talk about;

*Micha Collins, humble and always is willing to talk with everyone. Always has his mischievous smile.

“They are humble people who are unique and don’t stop being themselves, ever”.

I can still mention others, like Ben Affleck, Paul  Walker, Vin Diesel, Will Smith etc. But others is to harsh and can’t be written. I can’t deal with the “EGO” thing.

“Another one more humble as the clear water”

* Kim Rhodes, A human being, excellent, good humor, her smile captivates everyone and always puts her best face in any situation. ” She is a woman worthy role to model”

We can’t let the opportunity to say that mostly Latin actors, are just like American actors. You can’t see the differences. Most of them, are human being and know how to treat people.

Other actors should learn. Respect is not, does, respect is earned by deeds, mutual respect should be reciprocated.

“Giving and giving, flying little bird”

Easier said than done is a long way.

 

“The human being must be unique and real, not a cheap copy, of what is not.”

What I Feel!

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How to know what I feel, if only I feel nothing, I’ve written a thousand words where it makes sense on paper that reflects what I feel, when you do not feel anything, if even I understand myself, I scream the four winds that my being felt, when my being exploited, is the mark of what a day I felt, without any sense of a being that is neither understood the improbability of this world round as a globe, but short values and common sense, where we are hypocrites, and shake hands when we really want to slap, the one who with his eye a stone wants to give.

The ocean is endless like my love for those who always hold out my hand without expecting anything in return. I am a being who only knows how to give, you never know when to say no, that’s why when I repeat a thousand times that I feel nothing, my soul is saying it only knows that if I can, whenever you want, and not say or feel to say no, I can not or do not want. Who can explain what is inexplicable if only I came to this earth to serve and give, and cease to be, I, to be, of others.

If I dared to say that I’m an angel, I would say I am the angel that is on your side, that encourages you and gives you the hand that supports you cry on my shoulder when you are, and I said don’t worry here I am. I am what I am, and I’m here for you, find me anytime I wait here in the same place as always, holding out a helping hand to all who need it, because I am the angel that lights you up and you will not forsake nor night; or day.

God bless me with this gift, and give me light to continue on my mission, to follow and fight for what I believe will be my blessing.

You only you

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When we strive to do what your heart tells us is when most trips are just around the corner unexpectedly. Because these things happen I can not explain, I have dreams to achieve goals and purposes, I feel I deserve a chance to be myself and not be what others want it to be, and is good to be so kind and leave behind my being.

I’m like a bird wants to fly, without wings, or like the hibernating bear asleep waiting for winter to leave.

That compared to mine, but I am so that I can say without saying more screaming, my soul waits to be heard and is not reciprocated.

Shout to the world a statement of understanding madness and absurdity of fighting a tireless writer, sitting at the computer just expressing what she feels, leaving a note reflected in what she expects and waiting for you only you read it, and let me longs to know what my soul and my heart longs to hear without having to say I am what I am only a being waiting to be heard by you.